winter is knocking on the door. thak thak thak! how the hell i know??? coz i had my first prickling sensation of the season. the only fucked up thing about the winters are these sharp stinging sensations. any quick response physical or emotional triggers this shit. otherwise i love winter of-course Delhi doesn't have snowfall buts its secondary. nothing devastating about it.
so, nothing to do much lately same old days, same dreamless nights. when the days are long you get stuck with intense boredom. sleeping in nights is not a problem. the problem comes in the noon. you have nothing else to do but sleep, but eventually you find out that you can't. You know what you need... you need Valium. Diazepam is the answer, is it? or Cronin or Declomol or paracetamol etc.
What am i thinking? using medicine as sleeping drugs... this is weird... this is getting outside my mind. I guess i'm overreacting to my present situation though i'm on the verge of on a storm. May be its too much overdose of western movies. Movies in which Guys and Gals taking pills whenever they want to ease there mental pain. I don't have one or i do may be or its all a big dough of frozen bullshit. is it??? How could you possibly know?
Enough of that shit, the point is that... i want to sleep to pass my time. Period.
Nothing is learnt or gained from this blog. No questions were answered if there were any but wrote it anyway just for the fuck of it.
Observations made:
so, nothing to do much lately same old days, same dreamless nights. when the days are long you get stuck with intense boredom. sleeping in nights is not a problem. the problem comes in the noon. you have nothing else to do but sleep, but eventually you find out that you can't. You know what you need... you need Valium. Diazepam is the answer, is it? or Cronin or Declomol or paracetamol etc.
What am i thinking? using medicine as sleeping drugs... this is weird... this is getting outside my mind. I guess i'm overreacting to my present situation though i'm on the verge of on a storm. May be its too much overdose of western movies. Movies in which Guys and Gals taking pills whenever they want to ease there mental pain. I don't have one or i do may be or its all a big dough of frozen bullshit. is it??? How could you possibly know?
Enough of that shit, the point is that... i want to sleep to pass my time. Period.
Nothing is learnt or gained from this blog. No questions were answered if there were any but wrote it anyway just for the fuck of it.
Observations made:
- nil...
